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Slowness...Stress...Failure...UGH!

Journal Entry: Sun May 18, 2008, 9:04 AM


Request: Closed
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REBEKAH'S WEEKLY "I'M STILL ALIVE" REASSURANCE JOURNAL







Last few weeks of school. Exams next after the next Tuesday. I'm trying to keep my grade up in math, but it's kinda hard to do so when the teacher doesn't give me enough time to work on classwork and grades everything that's not finished. (Seriously, I'm not a math wiz, I can't think two questions in 1 minute like some can. I can't read a word problem and figure out an equation for it right off the bat.)

I've tried to explain to my parents that I'm stress out of my level, but they say I'm fine, I shouldn't stress. I've barley passed anything since the interims, because the teacher stopped giving masses of homework (yes, i wish she still did) and giving us stuff we can't finish in 20 or less minutes. She's getting eviler by the day...

If I don't pass because of her, well I'm probably going to end up in summer school math v.v...
I have a life outside school and internet, I just don't get time for it. Weekdays, I have about six hours total of free time, that isn't enough. The teachers are rushing us, and good grief, I'm in such depression I can't look at things straight on anymore. I can't solve anything anymore , even the quick and easy stuff...
And my parents are just being optimistic, while I'm trying to explain everything to them and get them involved somehow. It's not my fault I'm doing poorly, it's the behavior of the class itself, and the most impatient teacher.

As in other news...
I gotta feature right here. It's pretty, but it disturbs the living hell outta me.

It explains how I feel right now v.v....

Peoples I know in Real Life
:iconspunky-punky-tomboy::iconjerostmayhem::iconmifit:
Virtual Peoples
:iconsaphariadragon::icondead-dance-crow::iconfederschein::iconnyxen::iconprincessmononokesan::iconlordcheetah::iconstripedtiger::iconshepaintswithblood::iconkakashine::iconforestcat::iconwashieaglewings:
Clubs
:iconxxcullenxx-club::icontrinity-blood-fc::iconartistsforanimals::iconalessandro-luv::iconthewajasclub::iconmanipulatethis:
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Kiss 95.1
  • Eating: Carrots
  • Drinking: Propel

Devious Information

  • Current Residence: Somewhere out there
  • Interests: Art, fantasy stuffs like gryphons and vampires, geekiness, all that mess.
  • Favourite movie: I am a Miyazaki Geek-- All of his movies...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Hardcore, Dance/Electronica, Retro, New Age...a lot more...besides Country and Rap Dx
  • Favourite artist: Thores <3 and all my fav peeps
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephanie Meyer, Sunao Yoshida, and Sarah (my RL buddy) She writes the cutest poems
  • Favourite cartoon character: Abel Nightroad and Tres Iquis

Devious Comments

~sheila1980:iconsheila1980: May 2, 2008, 7:40:34 AM
Thanks for the faves!

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I smile because it irritates you
~JeroStMayhem:iconJeroStMayhem: Apr 26, 2008, 2:54:35 PM
You're welcome!

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It puts the lotion on the skin or it gets the HAMMERS again!
=Falcoline:iconFalcoline: Apr 26, 2008, 9:15:59 AM
(late reply, sorry)

Thanks, it's a good reference. I'll save t to my computer and look back on it when I need to.

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~JeroStMayhem:iconJeroStMayhem: Apr 22, 2008, 10:54:49 PM
My current client foreword:

Specializing foremost in the creation of CD Illustration and package design, as well as DVD, Posters, Book Covers, and any other visual needs you may have. Services can include the simplest task, such as typesetting over a simple photograph, to the most demanding and full scale illustration and package layout requiring multiple illustration pieces and custom photo shoots (for necessary artwork elements), to occasional logo design. The art is digitally produced from various elements, suited to the requirements of each project. Photo Illustrations are created on a PC using all original and custom photography edited, manipulated and composited in Adobe Photoshop®. Conception can be handled by myself if the client does not already have one in mind. Prices can vary greatly and are tailored to the project, not by the hour. Due to the fact that each project is different, prices are charged accordingly depending on amount and complexity of art (i.e. or a full basic package one option is to use sections of the front for other spaces around the package, or a custom piece can be created for each part.), and time to complete a project. If interested, or for pricing or any other information, please inquire via email at jsmorgan777@yahoo.com. Thank you, Jeremy

How I handled stuff out of high school:

Illustration:
Rough $15
Comprehensive $20-40 under 8.5" x 11"
Anything more is discussable

B&W Design with presubmitted artwork:
Rough $15
Comprehensive $20-40 under 8.5" x 11"
Anything more is discussable

B&W Design with artwork:
Rough $20
Comprehensive $40-60 under 8.5" x 11"
Anything more is discussable

Color Design with presubmitted artwork:
Rough $25
Comprehensive $45-70 under 8.5" x 11"
Anything more is discussable

Color Design with artwork
Rough $40
Comprehensive $80-120 under 8.5" x 11"
Anything more is discussable

Thumbnail Fee: $10 a page (thumbnails are not required for creative process in some cases)
Media Fee: A percentage of the cost for natural media (i.e. paint, charcoal, ink) is added on to total cost. This is discussable.

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It puts the lotion on the skin or it gets the HAMMERS again!
~Mifit:iconMifit: Apr 19, 2008, 7:00:54 AM Mood: Welcoming
tee hee i got the message

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i jason.AND YOU KNOW WHAT...hi.im pretty random.but i am a good person .i ll do whats need to .and i hope it snow on every monday because i hate mondays
=Falcoline:iconFalcoline: Apr 18, 2008, 6:11:47 PM Mood: Big Grin
They seem very easy to follow.
I'll plan on reading more.

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:chainsaw::steaming::roll::oops::lick::|:?:):blushes::lol::shakefist::runnynose::love::strip::dead::salute::bow::boogie::O :clap::giggle::fear:::tears::ohmygod::horny::angered:
~JeroStMayhem:iconJeroStMayhem: Apr 17, 2008, 9:48:01 AM
Found this [link]

I'm sure you'll enjoy reading these!

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It puts the lotion on the skin or it gets the HAMMERS again!
~saphariadragon:iconsaphariadragon: Apr 16, 2008, 12:47:25 PM
^^

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Homework is a crime and must be stopped(and school is the jail). :poke: :pie: *splats pie into your face* he he pie face.
~SilverVixanClaw:iconSilverVixanClaw: Apr 16, 2008, 8:16:43 AM
lol

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[link] Fallen Dusk, a wolf/wildcat RPG. Seeking Alphas!!!
~SilverVixanClaw:iconSilverVixanClaw: Apr 16, 2008, 8:15:34 AM
lol, will do...

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[link] Fallen Dusk, a wolf/wildcat RPG. Seeking Alphas!!!
=Falcoline:iconFalcoline: Apr 15, 2008, 5:53:51 PM
Hehe...Sorry, I haven't updated my front page comments in eons ^^;

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:chainsaw::steaming::roll::oops::lick::|:?:):blushes::lol::shakefist::runnynose::love::strip::dead::salute::bow::boogie::O :clap::giggle::fear:::tears::ohmygod::horny::angered:
~saphariadragon:iconsaphariadragon: Apr 15, 2008, 4:25:51 PM
eh I is getting lazy *grins stupidly*
Feel free to note me if you ever find that happening again. Oh yeah *watches you*

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Homework is a crime and must be stopped(and school is the jail). :poke: :pie: *splats pie into your face* he he pie face.
~SilverVixanClaw:iconSilverVixanClaw: Apr 15, 2008, 3:48:38 AM
I'm Ari
Where have you been from VB? We're waiting for you.
*hugs*

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[link] Fallen Dusk, a wolf/wildcat RPG. Seeking Alphas!!!
~saphariadragon:iconsaphariadragon: Apr 14, 2008, 1:47:26 PM
Heck yeah ^^

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Homework is a crime and must be stopped(and school is the jail). :poke: :pie: *splats pie into your face* he he pie face.
~SilverVixanClaw:iconSilverVixanClaw: Apr 14, 2008, 2:40:04 AM
Just cos I'm confused, are you Saph as in Dagon as in from Valiant Blood?

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[link] Fallen Dusk, a wolf/wildcat RPG. Seeking Alphas!!!
~saphariadragon:iconsaphariadragon: Apr 13, 2008, 4:35:55 PM
yep she is
Anyway *waves to said person*
I am a gryph guilder too but not very active ^^

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Homework is a crime and must be stopped(and school is the jail). :poke: :pie: *splats pie into your face* he he pie face.
~SilverVixanClaw:iconSilverVixanClaw: Apr 9, 2008, 8:49:31 AM
Hello! You is Zaine, right?

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[link] Fallen Dusk, a wolf/wildcat RPG. Seeking Alphas!!!
*ShePaintsWithBlood:iconShePaintsWithBlood: Mar 30, 2008, 5:11:05 PM
Have a lovely and wonderfully delicious birthday in which a great big spider hot air balloon flies over your house spilling candy and spider confetti into a hole in the roof of your bedroom into the bed with you!:blackrose:

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Handsome icon by *helterskellter
*ArtistsforAnimals:iconArtistsforAnimals: Mar 27, 2008, 9:36:41 PM Mood: Love
thankyou for joining our club fellow lover of animals :D :hug:

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"Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened." ~ Anatole France

:frail: Artists for Animals :frail:
~atadwolfish:iconatadwolfish: Mar 27, 2008, 5:57:05 PM
thanks for the fave :]

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hwuuf!
=Falcoline:iconFalcoline: Mar 23, 2008, 4:12:08 PM
You're welcome, and thanks X3.

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:chainsaw::steaming::roll::oops::lick::|:?:):blushes::lol::shakefist::runnynose::love::strip::dead::salute::bow::boogie::O :clap::giggle::fear:::tears::ohmygod::horny::angered:
~KakeranoTsuki:iconKakeranoTsuki: Mar 23, 2008, 3:16:46 PM
Thanks for the favs ^=^

*drools over your avatar + journal picture for clubs* :heart:

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Squirrels without tails are just ugly rabbits... until they run up a tree instead of under it.
*MindStep:iconMindStep: Mar 20, 2008, 3:51:33 PM
Thank you very much for the fave on
" Hungry " ! :D

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There is a bad wolf and a good wolf in my chest and they are fighting. Who is winning ?...The one that i feed.